Never Thought

So. I'm sitting here listening.breathing.and thinkin my fellows that life changes so quickly. i never thought myself a writer but i guess sometimes we become the very things we never think we have the capacity to be. thank god for that my friends. at any rate...
sometimes my heart gets heavy sometimes i don't know what to do with myself sometimes i don't want to be bothered sometimes... - umi say. mos def

just imagine
sometimes being always right?
i know what im saying right now.
i know the feeling of uncertainty yet assurance that i want to convey to you
my prayer. hope. joy. belief. feeling
is that you understand the things that i say here. tomorrow.months.years. or decades from now it is that you feel me in whatever expression i decide to use to its advantage
whether i talk about women.art.society.or love of...the sometimes
I can not express the way in which i want this blog to be.what i want it to do for the faces in the dark. the people.myself.
You know how you had those sites when you were young that were just tantalizing. when you found that it existed you were so happy. went to bed happy. and at the same time weirded out because you were happy about an inhuman object. its not the same as film because film represents humanity.a story. imagination. time and space changed. and just hope. but in a different way the internet represented the same thing. a world open.faces there. possiblity there. connection there. thats what i mean
not knowing that places existed
then knowing
www.downelink.com
www.sensesofcinema.com
www.mogenic.com
and those little pop up porn sites
mmmhmhm
... goodday and more to come