Friday, December 21, 2007

हे विल


Don't Knock the Hustle: In Preparation

Smith: I will not be out-worked, period. You might have more talent than me, you might be smarter than me, you might be sexier than me, you might be all of those things you got it on me in nine categories. But if we get on the treadmill together, right, there's two things. You're getting off first, or I'm going to die. It's really that simple, right?

So let's go back to the question about what if people block me out. It's going to be two options. I'm going to get back in, or I'm going to be dead, right? It's, like, you're not going to out-work me. It's such a simple, basic concept. It's the guy who is willing to hustle the most is going to be the guy that just gets that loose ball. Oh, and he got that - oh, he got that, oh, okay, he got two. He got - ooh, god, he's a hustler, he grabbed that one.

That was going to be out of bounds, but he saved it. Back in. It's like the commodity that I see the majority of people who aren't getting the places they want or aren't achieving the things that they want in this business is strictly based on hustle. It's strictly based on being out-worked; it's strictly based on missing crucial opportunities.

I say all the time if you stay ready, you ain't gotta get ready.

Will Smith

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Just a Lil snapshot of me and Nikki G. doin a lil bit of the PCFP: The People Could Fly Prject Folks...Salsy conversation we had. Good tho. A meeting of generations. hip hop or not. you dont feel me.



Check out this article on us. Ya dig! (Ew. I hate thse words)

http://www.tri-statedefenderonline.com/ et http://thepeoplecouldfly.blogspot.com/
Exploration Enjoy!










Sound. Sense.Feel.Taste.Touch.Listen.Breath. Hear.See. Know. Have.Smell
All of these processes are mentioned in the above. We must go through all to achieve one. God She Said Let there be Sound.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Is it possible not to know how you feel?
To be so confused
make me jus dont care
so confused you become chagrin?
Let me just take a break
Let me just sit down
Feel like///Feel Like...
Makes me question
Am Im livin right.
y is world right and wrong?
I dont think im that type of person... on either side of the fence
Let me be free and have a right. For myself, thats all

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

You know?
You know how someone catches you off guard?
Like stumbling
In falling
Yeah you know what I mean...

Sunday, December 9, 2007

"No Matter How You Slice It Im Your Motherfucking ..." IMAGES WITH BEAUTY

IM GETTING THERE
IM LIVEN THERE
STATE YOUR COURSE
AND YOULL UNDERSTAND
Nights have unfolded into days so much so that I forget that I am moving, forget that I am moving, and forget that there is a point to it all. There is so much to this PROJECT. PROJECT with audacity. The People Could Fly Project continues to go whether or not you and I understand it. I have many times contemplated what I am doing, and if I should be creating given my history, my present living situation, and my current ability to love. I can love myself enough, love you enough, love the men and women enough to do this.

Now that I am old I come forward.
Nina : “I knew a man Bojangles and He danced for you. He jumped so high. Then He lightly touched down”
I have been the tongue. I have been the feet.
So much so that I forget that I have gone anywhere
Or Said much of anything
Pushed and broken the seal I have been trying. Is that enough? I say ‘what a pathetic word’. Trying.
Trying isn’t good enough. I must make it be. Must make it/Must make it/Must make it/Must Make it be.
I feel my body no more. Can’t feel it. Cant touch. HehheheeHHEEEEHHHEEE
Mr. BbboooooOOOjanles!

I am just asking you.
To guide me.
Just Hold me.
Just Hod me.
Just Hold me.
yeLLow eyes turning dark brown.
Tired of speaking saying so much.
WHy say so much
Don’t want you to talk to me.
Written and talked so much fluff that I didn’t understand the words coming
Had so many goals that haven’t panned out.
Talk to so many people that haven’t talked back to me.
So, I sit in the room with lights ablaze asking for you to come.
Just come
I want to see your fingers painted back red, thumb mashed in Louisiana country
way back when
.Just come. When I
When I am feeble then
indecisive like now
Just come. Be here with me.
Don’t need to know if you are hiding among the trees.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Cross-Cultural Filmmaking

Creating films independent of the "anthropological" stand point is a complicated process. To study a situation, people, or specific culture we must be as open and truthful as possible without giving the purpose of the piece away. Not only are the different mechanics of filmmaking essential but also research and the collaboration of outside influences (i.e. subjects) are necessary in the making and ultimately the distribution of the film. Cross Cultural Filmmaking speaks honestly about these matters in a way that is so helpful to someone who is beginning the processes. Because I have been introduced in some form to such concepts of documentary styles collaboration, and such through helpful documentaries, people, and books the reiteration and newness of the methods helps to redefine and strengthen my abilities as a visionary filmmaker in training.
IT WAS SO VERY INTERESTING; YESTERDAY I HAPPENED UPON A MOVIE, AN EDUCATIONAL DOC. HIGHLIGHTING THE AMAZING WORKS OF FOLKLORE WRITER ZORA NEALE HURSTON PREVIOUS TO FINISHING CROSS CULTURAL FILMMAKING. A HEART WITH ROOM FOR EVERY JOY WASN’T ONE OF THOSE FILMS YOU WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT IT DID SERVE ITS PURPOSE: TO EDUCATE IN THAT CURT MINI SERIES KIND OF WAY. DURING MY YOUNGER DAYS IN MEMPHIS, TN I HAD HEARD AND READ TIDBITS OF HER NAME, WRITINGS, AND SAYINGS HERE AND THERE BUT WHAT INTRIGUED ME MOST WAS HER IMMENSE BODY OF ANTHROPOLOGICAL WORK IN CONJUNCTION TO HER INSTINCTIVE STORIES. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED THE THINGS THAT I HEARD ABOUT HER BUT I DID NOT REALIZE THE EXTENT OF HER ANTHROPOLOGICAL WORK THAT NOT QUITE SURPRISINGLY INCLUDED A FILM STUDY. HURSTON, AN ARTIST, USED HER WORK AND HER ABILITIES TO WALK THROUGH HARLEM WHILE MEASURING HEADS, TREK THROUGH THE SOUTH SINGING SONGS WITH THE PEOPLE, AND JOURNEY THROUGH HAITI PERFORMING IN RITUALIZED VOODUN CEREMONIES. UOPN STUMBLING UPON THIS NEW FILM TITLE RECENTLY RECEIVED BY WHYNDHAM ROBERTSON LIBRARY, IT QUIETLY FERMENTED THE IMPORTANCE “ANTHROPOLOGY” IN DIFFERENT GENRES AND SERVED AS ONE OF POTENTIAL OTHER GUIDES IN THE PEOPLE COULD FLY JOURNEY. THOUGH HURSTON DOCUMENTED IN MOSTLY WRITING I COULDN’T’ HELP BUT BE GLAD THAT AS A FILMMAKER THE STORY OF HER WORK WAS COMING TO ME THROUGH FILM LANGUAGE AS I AM CREATING MY STORIES AND OTHERS THROUGH THAT MEDIUM. THOUGH NOT OBVIOUSLY CONNECTED SHE WAS AN ANTHROPOLOGIST, I AM SOMETIMES WORKING THROUGH THAT VAIN, I AM CONSTANTLY READING A BOOKS ON AND ABOUT ANTHROPOLOGICAL FILM, AND WHAT DO YOU KNOW? IT ALL CONNECTS!
BEFORE I GET TOTALLY OFF THE TOPIC OF THE BOOK AND ETHNOGRAPHIC FILMMAKING LET ME REDIRECT TO THE TOPIC OF THE DIFFERENT STYLES OF DOCUMENTATION. WHAT STOOD OUT DURING THE READING MOST WAS “OBSERVATIONAL” FILM STLYE. THIS METHOD SEEKS TO TELL OR SEEM TO TELL LIFE OR THE SUBJECT AS IT IS BY OBSERVING ACTIONS AND HAPPENINGS RATHER THAN IMPOSING POV NARRATIVE OR POETIC SCENES UPON THE VIEWING AUDIENCE. AS I CONTINUE TO EXPERIMENT WITH THE SHOOTING STYLES OF MY PROJECT I FIND THAT OBSERVATIONAL FILMING STYLISTICALLY IS VERY INTERESTING. IT REQUIRES THAT I BE IN TUNE TO WHAT IS GOING ON IN AND AROUND MY SUBJECTS. THIS STYLE SEEKS TO MAKE THE AUDIENCE “PUT THE PIECES TOGETHER FOR THEMSELVES” WHICH “ALSO DEMANDS A MORE ACTIVE VIEWING EXPERIENCE”(28).
IT CAN ALSO BRING A NEWNESS AND EXCITEMENT TO THE FILMMAKERS AS THESE FILMS “RARELY HAVE A SINGLE TIGHT NARRATIVE AND ARE USUALLY CONNECTED THROUGH A SERIES OF SEMICONNECTED SCENES.”(28)
ANOTHER IMPORTANT CONSIDERATION AND HEAVY TOPIC IS COLLABORATION. WHEN CREATING A DOCUMENTARY I FEEL THERE IS ALWAYS COLLABORATION OF SOME KIND WHETHER IT BE IN FICTIONAL NARRATIVE FILMS WITH COLLABORATION BETWEEN THE ACTRESSES, ACTORS, AND DIRECTORS OR, ACCORDING TO CROSS CULTURAL FILMMAKING, THERE CAN BE COLLABORATIONS BETWEEN THE ANTHROPOLOGISTS AND FILMMAKERS, THE MAIN SUBJECTS AND FILMMAKER, OR WHOLE COMMUNITIES.THERE IS COLLABORATION IN FILM PERIOD. HOWEVER, THERE ARE ALWAYS VARYING DEGREES. ANTHROPOLGICAL FILMMAKING, I FEEL, IS DIFFERENT BECAUSE THERE IS A MORE PERSONAL ASPECT. FOR ETHNOGRAPHIC FILMS SHOW PEOPLE HOW OTHERS LIVE OR THEIR PERCEPTION OF HOW PEOPLE LIVE. THEN THERE MUST OR MAY NOT BE COLLABORATION WITH THOSE INDIVIDUALS OR SUBJECTS. IN MY CASE, I AM COLLABORATING WITH MY SISTERS. THE GOOD THING IS THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER AND CAN WORK TOGETHER. EACH PERSON HANDELS THEIR SPECIFIC FIELD WHETHER IT IS FILMMAKING, PHOTO, BUSINESS, ETC. HOWEVER, COLLABORATIONS CAN BE SOMETIMES BITTER SWEET OR JUST BITTER. IN MANY CASES “SOME CRITICS CHARGE THAT THE VERY CONCEPT OF COLLABORATION IS CHMERA.”(89) THOUGH I AM WORKING WITH MY SIBLINGS, I AM SINGULARLY WORKING ON THE CONCEPTION OF THE FILM. THEREFORE I WOULD NOT HAVE THE SAME HANGUPS AS SOMEONE WHO MUST APPROVE SUNDRY DETAILS BY HIS OR HER PARTNER/S FOR “IT IS NOT ONLY DIFFICULT IN PRACTICE BUT ALSO IN THEORY”(89).
APART FROM THE NORMAL FILMIC PROCESSES ETHNOGRAPHIC FILMMAKING HAS ITS DETAILED PROCESSES. THOUGH I DON’T NECESSARILY THINK OF MYSELF AS AN ANTHROPOLOGIST I AM STUDYING AND FILMING PEOPLE IN DIFFERENT REGIONS, DOWN BYWAYS AND HIGHWAYS, AND IN SECRET AND NOT SO HIDDEN PLACES, SO THIS BOOK HITS THE MARK IF EVER I NEEDED TO NOW SOMETHING IN THE ANTHROPOLOGICAL VAIN OR IN SIMPLE FILMMAKING PROCESSES IN GENERAL (F-STOP). ON TOP O’ THAT, MANY OF THE FILMMAKERS THE AUTHORS REFERENCE, FROM ANDRE BAZIN TO THE MAYSLE BROTHERS, ARE EXCEPTIONAL ARTISTS. THEREFORE CROSS-CULTUAL FILMMAKING IS A HELPFUL AND STRAIGHTFORWARD GUIDE TO THE PROWESS OF LEARNING PRACTICAL YET IN DEPTH KNOWLEDGE ABOUT DOCUMENTARIES.
Black Feminist Anthropology

Black Feminist anthropology is a bit of a misnomer to most people though it is a significant tool that is just now really coming into its fullness. Though not totally understood or supported, it has come a long ways since Zora Neale Hurston first traversed the South using black folk and their daily realities to color her stories. Because media glorifies, yet in the same breath, tears down what is considered to be the unintelligent or ghetto part of black life, that which is considered to be academic is torn asunder because blacks aren’t suppose to be that way. They are meant to be cool, of a certain walk, or talk. Although it is disheartening it must be transgressed into power, which has been is already happening. Black feminist anthropology takes apart, investigates, reclaims, understands, and puts together a new retelling of lives, culture, and identities. These anthropologists are returning home, just as Zora returned to Eatonville, to do fieldwork and understand, really understand, where they have come from just as many black people today are doing genealogical research. This is a powerful thing; however, black feminist anthropology is not fully understood yet, not even by myself.
Johnetta B. Cole gives the forward for Black Feminist Anthropology. What is most interesting about this is that she has been a chief figure in the recent Anthropological readings that I have done thus far, which haven’t been of significant number. However, she mentioned that black female anthropologists are able to reach across into different fields of study and bring solidarity to both themselves and the public. These anthropologists are even starting at home as Cole says “the authors are engaged at intersections where the personal is political and professional”. (x) A need to go deeper and document their own stories has sprung from the lack of women in the field. For instance, “virtually all written accounts and verbal discussions of the Civil Rights Movement and any effort of for improved human rights sound as if only African American men were involved”. (xi) To an extent I have even fallen victim to this generalization that women have had a mediocre role in the changing and shaping of our societies. Because women have not written our own history or studied ourselves we had yet to see our significance in society and surely if we cannot see it then certainly we cannot expect others to.
One of the most intriguing things about these Black Feminist Anthropologists is that they have chosen to go back home to conduct research pertaining to not just their communities but also themselves. Upon writing I am beginning to understand the use of the word feminist between that of Black and Anthropologists. For me these words seemed to be meshed together just because they looked boring enough to fit. However, by looking at and understanding these words one by one, it makes complete sense. The use of the word feminist is very telling. Many of these women, growing up, according to the readings, questioned their place in society whether they were a middle class citizen, nerd, or one of mixed ancestry. Carolyn Martin Shaw speaks about how “not having the cultural competencies that could comfort me as a representative of black culture, I saw race primarily in terms of the black body and racism”. (103) Dr. Shaw began to understand and study why she felt estranged from her black community, though she lived and grew up in it. Therefore I call her a feminist because she understood that something was in opposition to who she was as a young female, and decided to address those problems while also dispelling myths and documenting her story.
Not only have I been reading about Dr. Coles’ studies, but an audience, with me included, heard her speak last night on issues concerning leadership of women, women’s institutions, and a list of ‘isms’. As I sat there, trying my best pose questions that would not formulate, I still could not understand why someone would call themselves a feminist or an anthropologist. Just as I was thinking this thought, which consisted of almost the whole lecture, the word audacity sprung from Dr. Coles’ lips. Then I knew that the work that was being done and had been done was an audacious move on these women anthropologists’ parts. It is a telling of their and our own stories. To simply know information is important on the part of the anthropologist, but to ‘tell’ and shout to the world that black feminist anthropology is alive and well is audacious.

About Me

I am a filmmaker as well as a constant student. Though I attend Hollins University in Roanoke Virginia, I travel often as a contributor of "The People Could Fly Project". I am changing the shape of the world as a Liver born and bred in Memphis, Tn and Greenville, Ms. If you would like my assistance on any projects, films,videos,etc. please email me. Kalimah.Abioto@gmail.com